i wanna date someone and live with them in a shitty apartment but be happy about it because we are happy together and we can decorate it with stupid dorky posters of shit we like and figurines and art and we can cook weird recipes we found on the internet and eat them and watch cartoons even if the food is gross because we made it and we’re perfect
Know that my skin is paper thin and I’m about to tear at the seams.
I’m losing my mind, I’m losing my hope, I’m losing my will to do anything at all.
Know that I’m a terrible mess strung with chaos and sadness.
Know that I can only save myself.
Know that you can only save yourself.